Baby Shower

Okay, so pregnancy is getting to me now. I am just getting tired too soon and can't do everything that I want to in a days time. But at least, I have wonderful friends and family who help make my life a little easier by throwing me a baby shower.

I'm actually a week behind with this particular blog, but as I said, there is just too much to do and not enough energy to do it!!

But anyways, I am so greatful for all the wonderful people in my life. Even though I live miles away, my family is still there to show my baby love. I wasn't sure how many people would show up for the shower since it was on Thanksgiving weekend, but we got a wonderful turn out. And it just wasn't family!! There were old friends of the family, who watched me grow from birth, were there to celebrate me having a baby!!! It's as crazy to me as it is to them that I am having a baby.

I still don't believe that I am pregnant...as strange as that may seem. The other morning, I woke up and forgot that I was pregnant. I looked down at my belly and was shocked that it was big!!! Part of it could have been that I was numb on one side of my body (from sleeping on it too long) and I was engulfed in a sea of pillows!! But still, I looked down and there was this round belly...which was changing shapes since the baby woke up too.

It is just so crazy to me that I have to get a nursery together, go to expecting parent classes, find a pediatrician and get gifts from a baby shower!! To me, all these things were for other people! Now, it's for me. Go figure why I am so up and down from feeling happy to feeling nervous! I was always an emotional person, but this is a whole new ball game!!!